09-10-18

09-10-18

 

Mixed feelings

 

 

 

 

Tbh, I am kind of drunk right now...

 

 

The last days have been kind of a interesting ride..

 

To be honest, probably the worst days I had in New Zealand sofar.

 

Getting stupid comments in the middle of the night, getting dumped,

all that happens I guess, but the things have just been stacking up in the last days.... I can't really say...

The thing with my "relationship" pretty much ended today (10.10.18)

cause I am just overthinking the whole shit and I am just being stupid as always...

I was just drinking the whole night for nothing really, I didn't meet anyone new or did something extroordinary, I was just thinking about Raechel the whole time.... I just feel like I, let her get to close to me, which obvisously shouldn't be a bad sign, but things just got kind of weird and I just fuck things up, as usually.....

 

Man, I really do like her, I dont really know what happend but everything just went down so badly.... I cant even explain...

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